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My friend had a bad day yesterday...and it made me sad. I had a bad day too, but even though he was having problems of his own he stopped to make sure I was ok and that I was in a better mood. That sure means alot to me...everything he does means alot to me. I'm glad things are getting better...just everything..slowly but surely. I'm still mad at HIM.... but that never really changes deep down..

It made me feel super good last night when they applauded for my solo...even though I was so nervous I could barely breathe...lol I still felt very good. Really THANK YOU to everyone that came, it means more than you know.  I'm at home right now...cause I woke up and I'm still puking...never eating Braums food again!!! Anyway, I'll prolly go to Music Theory cause I know we have a quiz...and chior and theater of course, but thats about all I can take for today.

Thank you.

I thought the concert went well, I watched it on video and it sounded awesome, well Jazz did at least, lol Hope those who went, enjoyed!!!

I ate some bad food, so I've been throwing up...yay

SOME PEOPLE NEED TO LEARN THAT OTHER PEOPLE SHOULD MEAN SOMETHING TO THEM!!!!! NO MATTER WHAT FUCKING RELATIONSHIP THEY HAD WITH THEM!!!!! AND SOME PEOPLE MEAN MORE THAN OTHER PEOPLE BECAUSE OF SHIT THAT HAPPENED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK YOU

FUCK YOU

FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've never been so stressed out and mad in a very LONG time. I hate it. I absolutely cant stand it. I want to just tell everyone....let people know how horrible, and cruel, and mean he really is so they dont think he's "perfect"!!!!

Well FUCK that, it wouldnt do any good anyway, all it would do was show people that I put myself in those situations, so people would then think it was all my fault!!!!

If you love someone, and spend that much time on them, you treat them diffrently, you think about them, you care about them.....That is, if you have a heart, and are a real human being.

I just really want to die right now...and I mean that...and it sucks to really mean that...cause I know I'm better than this, and him...yet I still care, because I loved him...and I dont just let that go!!! SORRY!!!!!!!

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ASS!!!

Today is a day...

mhm.

Dont forget about the Chior concert tomorrow night, 7' oclock Calvary church (walnut hill and 161)...be there...pppplllleeeeaaaasssseeee!